11 minutes for today (so far); 1 page roughly. Tuesdays I have my mom and sister over for a girls night, so I try and get some writing in earlier in day and this post.

Transparent. I used that word about a character. He realizes he struggles with that, afraid of being hurt again. He’s trying to challenge himself to be open, honest, not hide who he is. But he’s also wondering who I am?

I’ve been there, I’m still there in a way. Since being in LYS (Last Year Single), I’ve realized things about myself: what I like, who I am (truly am–no counterfeits!), and at times I think I’m still discovering what I like and who I am. Maybe it’s always that way, I’m not sure. It’s fun rediscovering yourself, your true self: what you like, don’t like, and realizing just because you don’t like something or aren’t big on it, it doesn’t you wrong. That God made us all unique, with our taste, likes/dislikes — and that is what’s beautiful about it! I love the unique blend He made me in, and I look forward to continuing discovering who Kelly is.

I feel it’s important to say, we need to start at the base; top down if you will. First know, that you are a child of God: fearfully and wonderfully made! 

God will help us fill in the blanks on who we are. I asked and received, and I believe He will do this for others too. The scripture just came to me: Ask, Seek, Knock, and the door will be opened to you.

Also this one: You have not, because you ask not!

God is all about personal relationship. He loves you and wants you to come to Him, to help you discover the real you and your beauty!