I wrote the below on March 23rd, 2024. I’ve only edited a bit for spelling, etc. It was written from the heart, and what the Holy Spirit placed on it.
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Maybe with cell phones, we’re more acutely aware of being lonely, because we have it all at our fingertips, but no one is really communicating. Back in the day, you wanted to talk to someone you called them or visited them in person.
As much as I’m not a talking on phone person, perhaps this was better. A bit of an oxymoron, kinda like social media.
They call it social media, but as a whole its the opposite. In certain circles, its social, but as a whole no, its not.
I don’t know if I’m changing, or everyone around me is. Actually, its probably both.
I know God is softening my heart, and putting people and different topics on it. Some days I feel it more than others, very tender and soft. We live in a hurting, desperate and hungry world. People are looking to fill spiritual voids with anything, and are doing so. But the craving for MORE is always there, even if they don’t realize it.
It reminds me of back in the 70s/80s, I think we were seeing the same thing and there were massive revivals. It’s coming, I know it’s coming. I’m ready to fight for people, ready to help. I think God is going to use me, not just with my words, but I think in a food related capacity as well.
We sometimes tend to think it’s worse now than it ever has been. I think it’s more blatant and in your face, but the perversion and the pervasiveness of sex, drugs and stimulation isn’t anything new. I think it’s a larger industry, I guess you could say, but it’s been around for a long time. Even back in Biblical days, reading the Bible you will see the perversion, especially in the Roman Empire. The violence, hatred, and all kinds of stuff, it was like a massive “do what you want” mentality. And we’ve got a world now that is the same, it’s just everything is more out in the open with internet, tv, all of it. Not saying those things are evil, in of themselves, they’re not. They’re tools and how they’re being used is dependent on the individuals.
I think after WWII the slip into filling voids with sex, substances and false gods became larger and continued to keep spiraling downward. And in more recent times, I think many did what the Bible warns of, “they stopped sharing the stories of their ancestors”. I honestly believe, this is history and probably also personal faith. The stories and accounts of what the living God did in you and your families lives.
In the Bible its stressed how importance the history of the ancestors and lines are. And now History is probably the most neglected and put down subject. Why? Because they know exactly what they’re doing by doing that. They invert and twist everything that is good and wholesome. Who are they, you might ask?
They, the globalist, the federal 3-letter agencies, the “education” system. Education institutions are no longer educational, they are indoctrination centers, and they go after children. From the youngest to the college age. The best thing you could do for your child is to homeschool them. Can we really trust the government to teach our children what we want? I don’t think so. They want to strip them of their innocence and make them mini adults, pushing sexual agendas and lies on them – things that children are not and were never intended to learn about. You learn about those things as you get older, and you realize and figure out what some stuff is. That’s what happened to me, I wasn’t taught about LGBT or any of that. You kinda just realize one day, that that stuff exist.
We only get to be children once, we shouldn’t let any child be robbed of that. Children shouldn’t have to deal with unrelenting homework, no play time and stress that is like what an adult might face. (and honestly, I think it’s worse, because as kids we don’t know how to cope with that. No one should have stress honestly, but as adults we understand and find ways to remove it, or release it. Techniques that work.)
Is it any different from when children were sent to work in factories? You might think that sounds crazy, but is it? I don’t think so. Weren’t we pushing them into adulthood then, dealing with adult things they were never meant to deal with, too early on? (Please note, when I say we, I don’t necessarily mean you or me, but just we as a collective society, or government ‘we’).
And let’s take a look at Nazi Germany. They sent their boy and girl youths into the Hitler Jugend, from the ages of about 13. Why? Because it was training them to be future soldiers and all in/sold out to the agenda of Hitler’s Third Reich. Oh Kelly, this sounds crazy! Is it? No. It was another form of indoctrination.
How many students have faced this everyday in the classroom?
Do they have a support system? Do they have a strong Biblical or moral fiber upbringing, that says to them this is wrong? These are children! We are thrusting them into a dark world, of sexual perversion, lies and do what thou wilt mentality, and if anyone says you’re wrong, then you’re a bigot, a white supremacist, homophobe, etc. etc.
Children do not know how to cope with this, and minds that young were NOT meant too, I fully believe this. This is why the children are always the end game. It’s an assault on the mind of a child, overwhelm, overload, and what happens? I’m thinking acceptance happens, because they don’t know how to cope with it all. And if the parents are checked out, or haven’t given any type of truth and foundation in Jesus to follow, they especially have nothing to fight it back with. This goes back to knowing the stories of our ancestors.
Where did the disconnect happen? I don’t know. I ask myself that sometime. When did the generations become disconnected enough, to not pass on this knowledge? Where did the disconnect happen?
You can’t make anyone believe, but the Bible tells us “Train up a child in the ways of the Lord, and when they are old they will not depart from it.”
Sometimes we stray and do stupid things, but if we were trained in Jesus, we’ll come back, because we know it’s the ultimate truth and authority.
Freedom to murder your babies and call it “reproductive rights”, when it has nothing to do with reproduction. It’s about death. It all leads to death, I have heard them called a cult or culture of death, and how true that is. The most marginalized in our society are the babies/children and the elderly. And if you’re a man, you don’t get a say. It takes two to create, but only one gets to decide the outcome? I’m sorry, that is just dead wrong. Men carry just as much trauma from abortion as women do. And how do we help them heal from this?
All the abortion industry does is lie about it. Once you have an abortion, the problem is gone.
I’ve had revelations about this recently. Abortion is self-inflicted trauma (but many do not realize that, when they have an abortion. They believe they are solving the problem, and some feel they are making the right or maybe even the compassionate choice with the information they know of their circumstances, or of what they’ve been told.)
If you have an abortion, the baby still has to come out, but then what? There is nothing to show for that.
If you give birth, the baby still comes out, but there is a result and reward for that. (Please note, I am not attacking anyone who has had an abortion, quite opposite, I feel extreme compassion for those)
But the abortion industry leads many to believe, that an abortion will solve all your problems. They don’t tell the men and women, about the emotional scars, the shame, guilt and trauma from it. They’re (planned parenthood/abortion centers) a version of the devil incarnate.
I feel so much compassion for the men and women, who go the route of abortion. I know Jesus forgives them, and I know many have found Jesus and forgiveness from their experience. Something planned parenthood could never, and would never give them. I’ve been watching and listening to different peoples stories, and my heart is full of compassion for them. I want people to heal, I want people to discover they don’t have to live in shame, guilt. Jesus never wants those things for us, He never wants us in any bondage. Those things always come from the devil, he doesn’t care the damage he has done. Lies to entice/seduce you, lies to keep you, and then leaves you empty and alone when it’s all said and done.
Over and over the stories of how after the abortion, the emotional factor and how they carried that their whole life — UNTIL Jesus showed them there was FORGIVENESS, and He didn’t want them to live in shame anymore.
If they can’t have the freedom to murder children, indoctrinate children at will, suddenly they lose all interest. And if you’re too old you become a burden to society. Does this sound familiar? A hard truth needs to be stared in the eye, and don’t ever back down.
It’s been a challenging past few days, weeks. My guinea pig, Pixie, the baby of the group, had to undergo an emergency spay. She was doing great and getting back into a normal swing of her life, and then she regressed again.
As I was editing chapter seven in my book, I sat at the keyboard thinking, “Where do I go from here?”, when it came to me: Add in a character, a love interest for Anja, and the name Sean. While Sean isn’t a Dutch name, when it came to me, I knew that was it!
