I wrote for 15 minutes, roughly/almost 1 page.

Tuesdays I have Bible study and family come over, so I try and get a bit done on my work breaks, and then come here for a post! 🙂

I’ve realized Jack is driven to a point, of fear of people stop loving him, it’s under the surface, but it is something he has struggled with, with his father, Valerie. And now he has to face that he did this to someone else, and may have contributed to someone else feeling this way.

Ah… this is such a deeply personal story and book for me. It has helped uncover hidden things for me, Things I’d never dealt with, but buried them. I think as Kevin Zedai discussed, not knowing how. But eventually all of those things I think do have to be dealt with and uncovered. I’ve been going thru that, and it feels intense these past two days, and I haven’t been able to totally put my finger on it. But I know the Lord is showing, healing, helping me.

As the Last Year Single course I’m in said: Teach me, heal me, grow me. (I think that’s it! 🙂

Keep reaching out to the Father, and He’ll be there!! 🙂